Currently: I am in awe with life and what has been happening so far.
During the end of 2015 I’ve learned a lesson for myself… a “junk food satisfaction”. A curiosity which should have been concealed, a curiosity of wanting to be right and a curiosity of licking an old wound which should’ve been let go years ago.
I didn’t. I am not proud, but I’m learning.
Due to my pride and quick assumptions of realizing “I’m not the problem” I finally calmed my wired thoughts and admitted this is such a character flaw for myself. I was consumed by the little demons which echoed of “You assumed this, and you were right. Let us hope this and this will happen. It will be worth it.”
This is a new year for me and I don’t want to begin the new year by having a character flaw when it comes to my past, or what is currently going on in my life. Therefore, I decided to have character development for this year. Being well aware that my actions won’t jeopardize who I am individually, and for others. Realizing my worth for myself and also know other people are worthy too, in their own way.
“I found freedom whenever I stopped praying for God to give me what I wanted
and learned to say ‘Your will, not mine.'” (via tumblr)