I have always, always been the type of person who is independent and taking care of things on my own. Learning to cope with things on my own, allowing people to be a part of my decisions, or allow people to be there, but not fully.
I never know how to be calm and whole for people in my life. I’m usually halfway. That’s how I have always been, and this video perfectly demonstrates how vital it is to be inclusive and allow others to be there for me and I’m calm about it. Let’s be serious though, nothing and no one is perfect on this earth and I’m never going to be whole in this world nor will I have the contentment with my endeavors in life. Only Christ can be whole for me and that is the beauty of eternity.