I also know my contentment this evening won’t last. That’s a flaw of our flesh where we allow our “timetable” to be in control rather than God’s. His Will, will always be timeless. We just need to let go of our blind optimism.
There are certainly moments in life that I receive a tug of God’s calming love and I don’t allow it to be within me because I am not trusting Him. However, I am grateful that God allows these moments of His calming love in my heart. Everyday. A simple reminder of Him saying, “I am here. Come, my child. You are SO loved!”
Remember: we are richly blessed and God knows our weaknesses and changes them into strength. When we’re on His side, we will always know we will be triumphant!